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from the case file of enjia's lifei realised 'st'h.yes i did.uh.yea.y'o'u don't know what i realised though 'p' resumably you might be realising it sub-'co'nsiously.we realise the same thing,but you 'mi'ght 'n'ot know that i'm realisin'g' 't'he same thing as y'o' u.'m'y r'e' alisa't'i'o' n 'satisfy 's m'y' f'our' i'd'eas it 'r'eally s'eams' .'it' 'really' 'breaks' 'my' hig'h' 'e'fficient st'a'nda'r'd of low 't' ension.
wells,that's one thing.thing #2.wells,emily,jiayou okae?you can do it.and dun overstress your shoulder wor. grins- think about the nco camp and ganbateh.haha.being out of point.
thing #3.i realise this.[it's different from the 1st realisation.]whenever ppl get depressed or upset or sth lidat and they come to find me,i find myself being in the same state of emotion as them.well,it might be because i'm easily swayable or could be because i'm a wierdo.but well,relly dun want this to happen atall.it's dapressing. well,that's about it.
and,i really had fun on speech day!haha section roaming and eating.haha.all share here share there,fun neh.hmmmm.and aft speech day thingy go out with grand ahma[ruth],aunt[em] and sister[liling],also very fun.Xp haha.was a ac-ian for ard 5 min ahaha.thanks to grand ahma.Xp
that's ard it.ouh.and the band shirt is settled,priscilla is slogging over the band collar pin next.yep.ahhh.found a very super old badge with the letter'cbb'on it.turns out to be a badge for the crescent brass band to stick on the sleeve that thing.and that was like how long ago?haha.well.depression is settling in.shall go and depress myself further.
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