23.7.07
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i like the contrast between black and white.
but only if there is alot of black and little white.
that's why i don't like mornings much.
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02:24
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i didn't exactly know what was being happy,what was being sad,what were the basic emotions.
and i still don't.
i don't feel like i want to be happy.neither do i think about how i don't want to be upset.
it's only when it's an extreme do i feel something and when i do,i don't know what it is.
oh well.had a more or less survivable week.time's flying.quite fast too.
turning points always wednesdays....
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12.7.07
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ah.fell down and sprained ankle.but tt's no why i'm here.
i'm here to announce...
that.....
THE HORNS' DRAWER AND CUPBOARD'S SCORES ARE FREAKING CLEARED! XDDDD
sooo neat...
but time taken to clear was 2 hr plus near 3,
6 or 7 stands to hold the scores,
4 bursting files and a few folders to hold the scores,
2 people around the 6 or 7 stands to clear,
with emily and gladys' occasional help,
and a few random trombone,trumpet flute scores,
and a few random trombone books............
oh the satisfaction...
im glad what i fervently think about comes true most of the time.
i got to see what i wanted to see,just as i wished i would.quite the good day.
i got to experience what i wished to.but quite the bad day as well.maybe it's the balance of things?
after the good things must come the bad things to balance it out?
tripped over a chair,over 2 benches,over a stone slab,over nothing,over stands and over another chair 2 times.
includes falling down too.
quite the evened out day.
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11.7.07
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ah.failed failed passed faled and what else?
GP fail
Math fail
Econs failed
Chinese passed
Lit?
Hist?
if i even fail one of these two,gone am i to ssp.
NNNOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
that's it tt's the end of me.
that's the end of my resolve to get really good results for terms.
new resolve.do much better for promos.much much better.
marches were entertaining.
quite a lonely feeling without the J2s.
but it's a chance for us to improve greatly.
isn't it.
tried lotrs proper,can't hit.
but will hit.
i'm so looking forward to getting lit and hist back. T___T
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8.7.07
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i'm not regretting it.
was fun.
was tiring,
was blue,red and yellow,
was damaging to the wrist,
but i don't regret it.
band cip was fun. >.<
were painting 10m x 24m worth of boards for national day.
you'l see what it is. xD
got paint all over my self,even the skirt,good thing turpentine can remove w/o bleaching the skirt.
painted the yellow scales and what knots like nuts.
the markers were super squeaky.
a few of us burnt by the turpentine while washing up.
looking forward to seeing it completed.
looking forward to seeing it laid out.
looking forward to seeing it displayed.
looking forward to the results of the efforts,paint,injuries,turpentine burns.
i'm glad i went.and i'm glad to go.
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2.7.07
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i'm pissed and i'm hoping to be un-pissed soon.i hope i will be.
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