30.5.05
from the case file of enjia's lifeerbx. ms low was being damn lame as she was making her 'speech'[as usual] yar. and she was telling us all these stories of when she went overseas with tk and with her friends etc etc.
combine. can die. the most impressionable are: japanese graffiiti, stars and stripes and singapore experience. hurh. japanese graffiiti, died at 'dixie' couldn't count!!!!!!! O.O, sniff. kept counting wrongly. hurh. stars and stripes? cannot catch the rhythm. T.T hurhhhh. must focusfocussss!!!! singapore experience? hurh. died. played theme with euphos for the front, then at [1], i was left playing alone and i thought they pang seh me. then play play play, until the end, cannot reach the high notes liao. T.T hurhhhhhh. sniff. ahh. and fiefoerniek. at [m] i pang seh the euphos. Xp haha. then i was listening so intently i missed my 3 bars beofre [n] T.T heh. then i was wondering why no one play one? then it end liao then i realise is i play one. haiiii. today was quite bad. tmr? must fcus focus focus! yep!
don't be afrain to play out. and even if you are, don't make someone who's not paying your part to play with you. learn how to play alone. it's alright. i learnt how to really play alone today. and my alone was more alone than yours. yours was at least with ppl with the same sound as your. mine was totally alone. so think about it. and be acoustomed to playing your part alone. i played my part alone since i have no idea when and it's high time you learnt how to too.
i stupidly went and read agn. and got my heart broken as a result. every time i read, i'm hoping you'll talk to me. you never do. it's really shattering me to pieces. pieces that can be put together, only to be shattered again the next time when the same thing happens. now, it's only held together by string. but where is my super glue?
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