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from the case file of enjia's life

wells, it's sunday. tmr's monday and WE'RE GOING TO BE SHIPPED OFF TO PULAU UBIN! hurmph. OBS starts like tmr and i haven't gotten everything? wells, it's quite sian to pack last minute. Xp but what can i do?! [uhhh plenty?]heh.

i'm really trying not to think of those stuff that are really heart wrenching. well, you might thinki you know what's it, but it's actually sth else, so yar. dun bother. i'll be fine in time to come.[i don't say no time because it's not going to take so littls time to be ok] huh.

this [^] is not supposed to be read, so please don't read it. if you eant to read it, well, i can't do anything. but please don't bother. thank you.

i'm really missing the time i spent with you. though it's not much, but' it's quite a load full of fond memories. fond memories that are not easy to get rid of. yes. i'm trying to get rid of those memories. and to forget about you as anything else other than what you're supposed to be. your messages are unclear, so i think it's best for me to leave. leave as in forget you as anything else other than what you are. not leave as in forever goodbye. cause if i do that, you'll know that i'm talking about you and that is one thing i cannot endur. for you to know and for it to be awkward between us. really hope to forget you as anything other than what you are and just live my life as before i met you. since i met you, i've really changed. more open, more uncold, more feelings showing. before i did, my heart was hard. i had a blank face which nobody could understand. i closed myself from the rest of the world. i never smiled. i never laughed. i never told others how i felt. or what's going on. when they asked what's wrong, i just shrug them off and walk away. i want to be the enjia i was before. i don't want to be the new enjia. i want to shrug ppl away. disassociate. not laugh. not smile. walk away from everyone. have a heart of steel. have an unphantomable face. i don't want to be who you morphed me into. i don't want to be like you. i want to forget though i miss you.

you can happily go and decipher. yarquite easy to. but still, it's an effort on my part to cover it up. so yar. don't try to decipher it.

'adeus belle morena'

ladedum. i don't wanna.


::.enjia.::; 16:48

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