23.10.08
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Sheesh. PW more important than A Level's?! maybe. "but i booked this room for PW" and all you hear is chalet planning. NOTHING to do with pw at all.
LT3 was booked for SEA i believe. and we didn't even chase them out. and they who were graciously allowed to stay with the hopes that they keep quiet enough for us to do our SBQ. and ok. whisper whisper, ups decibels, talk talk, up decibels, shriek shriek. shhh!!! they say. okok. and so. the one who says shhh!!! is actually, the most noisy one. oh great.
and then. _d_d__ comes in. and makes more noise! yay! not. and then. where does the topic go, but to band. hm. i wonder why. and overhears..
_d_d__ (summary): so what if you appeal through cca? you can just say you served your year's worth of service. and why do you need to practice so much anyway? just play when the whole group comes together la.
fuck. you think it's that easy? i'd like to see you try and be good at it without the practice. i wonder how ccas get good results without the students working on it. and i wonder what gives the appealed student the rights to only serve one year when you HAVE to serve your full term. not just one or two years, but your full term. i wonder how you came to be in the school in the first place. by your credit? no. by the cca. and the teachers and instructors and the seniors who believed in you and vouched for you. believed in you to be responsible. and that, in addition to studying, includes being loyal to your cca. i wonder, _d_d__, what happened to tenacity, passion and integrity in the pursuit of truth. how can you teach your students to behave this way. and so the very aggitated me stormed out of LT3 into the toilet to calm down. and went back smiling.
and when alex asked them to keep their volumes down, hoping that it'd actually turn the volume down, i wonder why there's no attempt to quieten down.
_d_d__ (summary): oh. i booked this room (LT3) for pw.
but sir! we had this room booked for history.
_d_d__ (summary): oh you go check with GO la.
yadayada and blahblah... and what gives you the rights to laugh at the J2s who are really working for A Level's? even if you claim pw is important, is it more important than the rest of the A level's? and what gives you the rights to laugh at us? "it is so not funny. soooo not funny." with fists clamped and all. thank goodness that colin came in right at that moment and that alex and eileen were calm. otherwise, i'd probably get into freaking trouble. thank goodness they told me to calm down.
but what gives him the right to do this to us? what gives him the rights to actually disturb the studying J2s? that he booked the room FOR PW and thus have a right to make noise, even when there are students studying? that he is a teacher? i really don't understand how people like him can become teachers. there's no good example. telling a student to just drop a responsibility he is obliged to do? saying that A level's overall not as important as a measely PW? comeon! and what rights do you have, to justify that you have the rights to the room because you booked it for pw, And at no point do you discuss pw, but instead, CHALET? since when was chalet pw? since when? i say since when?
i really nearly just went up to him and do the thing that my dad always does when things that are not right happens. things that are injustices, things that simply defy morals. there was the urge to just talk him down. i know i have the ability to, but since i was still a student, and a exam candidate with my first paper next thursday, not a good thing to do. at all. you never know what these kind of people will do to you, especially with their abusing of their power and status.
poor are the oppressed and powerless.
my my. what an unequal world...
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