30.6.07
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what's wrong with not eating cos you don't feel like it?
must you eat when people dictate you to?
when it is time?
when is it time anyway?
following others' time or your own?
why can't a person follow their own time sometimes instead of following the whole world all of the time?
it's abit ridiculous how we're expected to follow a fixed time for certain things that require no fixed time for it.
especially when we have no idea who and for what reason it is determined by.
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28.6.07
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i panicked slightly when i saw it.
anway,TERMS ARE OVER! OVER OVER xD and OVER >.< !!!!!!
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27.6.07
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one more. just one more....
NOOOoooOOOooo!!! T___T
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22.6.07
= that's it. =
this is going to be long.real long.
band camp 14-16.6flew by so fast.3 days,but it was so fast.
it feels good to be banding continously except for the breaks.
it feels good to be banding with these people,the J2s and fellow J1s.
how many more chances would i get to band continously like that?
a few more if i count only the J1s.
no more if i want to count the J2s in.
night games was a mass of hysterical.
it was supposed to scary wasn't it?
but we laughed our way through.
i know i enjoyed it.
tune in was not much different from the previous tune ins that i attended,but the thing was this time,i was not a tune in-er.we broke the kfc lunch 'tradition'.
the sleeping late and waking early part was not that nice cos i'm a sleep in-er.amazing i managed to even wake up,or even stay up till 12 plus to mug on the 1st day.hoh.proud of myself.but it's not lasting.tried to candid the J2s for the calendat,but couldn't manage to candid evelyn and puay bing...much regretted.and candided a really really spastic photo of dominic.
monday 18.6banded from 9 - i have no idea what time.then went lunch w yuyan at lot 1 long johns.the tpt in a soft case is so super light. >.< makes the horn in a soft case feel like a boulder.went to print the photos.and realised dominic deleted the spastic photo and jefri did't stop him.... how could you? >.< the best spastic photo ever.
tuesday 19.6banded,then went for buffet lunch at sake sushi w the section plus shaun and kelvin minus dominic.and we ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and died and watched kelvin,puay bing and shaun eat and eat and eat and eat and continue to eat...amazing.....and estimate it's aroudn 20 plates per person.with alot of random "family" photos of rebecca,qianqi and jefri,with the phone nearly going into the kitchen via the conveyor belt,with the stuffing and stuffing and the horrible[evelyn puay bing declared] black sesame mochi,the dominic's 3 plates and the 6 pieces of watermelon per person.
went to Art Friend to get stuff for concert gift and gladys heng owes me ard $24 now?yes.you owe me ard $24.i'll remind you again don't worry.
went home and rushed concert gifts.made the horn for the section and wrote notes to the rest of the band. 1 1/2 inch per paper. >.< by the time finished w the horns,fingers were hurting slightly already.like if you hang a metal hanger on you fingers with a super huge weight on the hanger.
arranged for the J1 horns to meet at Vivo at 9.30 am to complete the gifts for the J2s.
wednesday 20.6 concert dayturns out jefri couldn't make it,sean was late and heng was waiting for sean.and i ran around vivo trying to find glue cos i forgot and went around L1, got lost, found my way and went to L2,and met rebecca,qianqi and jefri.ad found a book store which sells literally books and nothing else.
and so went around and finally,found,daiso.
and got the glue at daiso.[how could i have forgotten?!]
met w the rest at long johns[again] and was binding and pasting and filling in the boxes w gladys.ya.it was supposed to be a surpris,but i guess a surprise made in front of them wouldn't be a surprise anymore. >.<
went back to school and we were late. by a few minutes,was worried i forgot something,cos it was so little things that i had with me to bring....the files were so light,the blazer,skirt,blouse,tie and shoes all fitted into one coat hanger and one horn.quite scary for it to be so light.
dr lee was quite angry with us i think.for not following.
and the piano felt so in the way.rebecca was beside me,i was beside the piano,then when we all played loud it was like surround sound system?the sound from the front from dominic,the sound from the left from rebecca,right from myself[reflected by the piano] and back from percs. >.<
what i feel is that this concert felt quite slack.considering that the band only played two pieces,and some of us only one[scheherazade],so it was really just one final 45 minute piece for us all to enjoy each others' presence and music.the music although not perfect was coming from our hearts,for most of us if not all.the 45 minutes didn't feel like eternity.the last piece that we have to enjoy together was just gone like that.
i don't know how the audience felt about our music,but at some parts of the piece,the music just comes alive and appeals to you emotions,doesn't it?i really like pieces like these,which requires much musicality and is emotionally draining.
J2sthank you for the short half a year of music making.i woke up in the middle of my sleep and started crying cos i just fully realised that that was really the final time we had to play with you all and it's gone.thank you for all the music,the lunches,the dinners,the concerts, and even just the presence of you all.it's so fast.all the best for all your papers,your As,Ns and whatever else.come back often to visit us,if not just to sit there and listen to us play while studying.i know we'll welcome you all with all our hearts.
fellow J1slet's buck up together.i don't think lotr or any other future pieces are going to be any simpler than what we have been playing,but we can make it.we won't just make it,but we'll surpass it and make the J2s,the J3s onwards,the future accband-ers,the teacher in charges,the school,singapore,ourselves and especially dr lee proud of us.we'll show them that we won't let them down.we'll show switzerland and others how power accband can be.i know i don't want to let them down and i'm sure you too don't.the following year will fly past so fast and soon we'll be in their shoes and we may cry,we may miss the band,but let's allwork hard now so we will not regret it when it comes.
well,what i have left to say is enjoy whatever there is now and hope we survive terms and prelims.
Labels: band camp, J1s, J2s, muse, music, thank you
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the holidays feels wasted.
it feels so wasted.
so..
so not fufiling.
it's officially just the J1s left in the band.
and it's not a good feeling.
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19.6.07
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rushing concert gift.
ahhh!!! where's my scissors!!!
concert's tmr.
the last concert.the last time.let's just enjoy it.
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16.6.07
= that's it. =
back a few hrs ago,but am going to collapse and not wake up till tmr night.
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13.6.07
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disappearing for 3 days.
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11.6.07
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six words.
you don't realise i hear the most random of things at the most random of times even when i don't look like i hear it, do you?screw continuity.
screw it.
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7.6.07
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i can't play mvt 4 2 bars b4 rehearsal 14 till rehearsal 15.
it's freaking fustrating.
half a bar more...
just half a bar more.
i love blanks and the number three.
why?
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5.6.07
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pirates was good.why did i never watch pirates 1 and 2?
scheherazade is still giving me the highs.Dr lee went faster than before,so the tongue is complaining cos it can't laze anymore.
econs holiday hmwk is the most no-brainer hmwk ever ever ever.except that i keep leaving out sentences or copying the same sentence in the same paragraph.
music madness,random madness.....
i miss band prac already.
6 mths + - of it....
i'm going to miss the j2s lots.we all are.
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4.6.07
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T.T slide grease on my blouse.again. T.T why oh why oh why can't i be more alert...?tsk......it's unwashable and it's accumulating.....
i think that's it.
i think that's really it.
thus so,
that's it.
i find that life is quite slow when you're upset,but rushing when you're enoying.why can't it drag when you're happy and fly past whe you really cannot endure anymore?human nature?
i realised why my notes shake.cos my lower lip trembles.time to pull in the aid of 2 lollis.it's shaky..........
cousin's here frm m'sia.
toasted chocolate muffin plus cold milk is the best. X)
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3.6.07
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watching GO on arts central.super funny.dying of laughter.... XDDD
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from the case file of enjia's lifehoh.new template.going nuts.
really going nuts.
WOOH!SCHEHERAZADE!
it's the best.for now.
getting a high from playing scheherazade.
the speed.
the technicality.
the tonguing.
the music.
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1.6.07
from the case file of enjia's life
the wonders of math H1 tutorial.
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from the case file of enjia's lifethought.
without.
excel.
beyond.
understand.
dream.
music.
heroine.
no one.
block.
else.
threat.
overlap.
who.
it.
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