7.4.07
from the case file of enjia's lifescheherazade!!! >.<
detatchment.it hurts no matter what we say.don't think you understand till you're detatched.
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5.4.07
from the case file of enjia's lifei'm beginning to associate dover market with the section.esp yam milk tea and other bubble teas there.
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from the case file of enjia's lifelet's all work hard.
syf-ers all the best.add oil.the next top band!
non syf-ers: let's all wrk on scheherazade and work it so well that it'll rock the sock off the audience and amaze the hell out of everyone.we will not slack and we will not lose our focus.concert's in 2 months time.it's a short time to master scheherazade for concert.we've gotta work together,push each other,make sure we're working.make sure we're not slacking because of a lack of motivation "to play better by next combine".let's have our own inaugural combines so that we can lern the parts tgt,know the others' parts and not be so dead bored and tired of playing alone or with the small section only ya?let's work on it,work it so well that when the syf-ers come back and start learning the piece,we can help them,contribute,instead of asking them for help,instead of allowing them to worry about the music.imagine if we still can't play after 1 mth plus of practising and working.we will exceed expectations and show all that we are improving.let's exceed anyone's expectations of us.
what has hyper got to do with depression, gladys?
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3.4.07
from the case file of enjia's lifeworry not,for i am here to worry for you.so take heed and worry not.sleep well and rest plentifully.
audition results tomorrow may not be what you expect or not desirable to you,but please take it in your stride and do not keep staying in the disappointed mood.we'll work for the concert if we don't get in syf,right?we'll work so hard that we'll improve so much that we'll impress the rest and put the audience in awe.
go ACSian band people!
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2.4.07
from the case file of enjia's lifeMuse 07 flew past really quickly like yingda said it would.now we can only look back and find places to improve upon.
tosca was good.the J2s did a really good job on the tosca opening. (go J2s!) tosca was really beautiful.really really beautiful.
i think festive was more or less there,except for some dynamic chages not displayed well enough..i was quite worried that when we came in aft the tpts,we'd screw up,like not come in correct note,not come in tgt... but it wasn;t that bad.
colonial songs beginning was not very tgt,but at least when they came in,it was not that obvious to people who don't listen out for these kinda details..and congratulations to evelyn and gladys on your successful tuning for that miserable 5 notes! it was really in tune from where i was sitting!i think the last stopped note was not bad.the two of us holding the note was relatively in tune and seemed in tune with the 1sts,but some people say we weren't in tune with them.oh well.
march didn't sound that bad either.the 1st stopped note of the horns was more or less in tune.at least sean and i were.i finally managed to reach the high Bflat that i never could.i think we more or less followed dr lee for this piece.the horns solo was quite flowy and i don't think there was random stoppig and entering for the solos.
aft intermission was tosca and as usual,P was not acccurate but it sounded alright.puay bing was sweating like nuts and can totally see that she's very tired.and again,the opening was really good,all thnks to the J2s.the resonance at the end was super loud....very tired aft that.actually already very tired after the 1st half.
feste romane.i was really scared.really really scared.for the firt time in my whole band career i was so super super scared.so scared i nearly cried.i don't know if it's we came in early or late,played too fast or too slow,but we were all lost.or at least it felt like that.i myself felt as if i really got lost and until dominic and jefri came in before the stopped horns,i felt like i was just nowhere.thank goodness for the two of them or the band is so screwed.thanks to them,the horns managed to come in,the tpts managed to come in,and we managed to try to pick ourselves up.from then on i was so scared tt i didn't dare look away from dr lee at all,it felt as if i would lose my way if i didn't follow him.
i think my fear's dragging on.when we went back on the bus gladys thought i was mad at her(for i duno what reason) when i was just sitting there.and i couldn't sleep until 1.30 this morning.
ytd when i went to sleep,i told myself:"check if the mthpc's in my bag later whe i wake up.tomorrow morning must practice."i woke up and it wasn't in my bag nor in my blazer pocker.so i calmed myself down and thought."it may be in the case."i couldn't find it in my case,then puaybing told my to check if it's with the rest,so i searched to cases and i couldnt find it.i was super scared already(a drag on from roman fest),so i just broke down and started tearing.then sean insisted i seach my bag and thank goodness he did cos it was in this obselute corner of my bag.i was so relieved that i was crying and crying and gerdine was trying to stop me from crying. >.< thanks gerdine!thanks sean!
i really really miss band practice.i really do.
i need to audition.let's pray that the roman fear will not drag on till audition.really hope so.
HUILIN!!!!! i miss you alot.please don't cry.please please don't cry.you've also made a really huge impact on me as we have on you,really really love you and please take really good care.advertise pj concert to me and i'll try my very best to make it!really please stay in touch even though we're not gonna see each other much anymore.i miss you already.
fear is a permanent thing.it's just how well you suppress it.so when you're really frightened,it will all gush out at one go.
i really wanna cry now,but i don't know for what.for why.for whom.for when.for how.an internal unvoluntary urge to cry.an unconcious thought that caused that feeling.
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